Hi Dimpi,
I know life is difficult right now, but believe me, it gets better. There is a life out of Siliguri, waiting for you. The cocoon that you are living in right now will cascade itself into a beautiful butterfly. You will live in another part of the country, alone and go on adventures that you never imagined. It is not a distant dream, it will be a reality soon, and it will be yours to live.
You will get judged and you will judge others as well. Try giving chances to people around you, to opportunities that you never paid heed to, and most of all, give a chance to yourself.
You will make mistakes but you will never give up. These learnings will strengthen you and make you the person you are today.
The supervision you are subjected to now from your parents will be short-lived. They love you and you will understand them, soon. Not all your relationships will turn out to be the way you expected. You will deal with the disappointment and you will learn to let go of people. You will work hard and get away from the toxicity, trust yourself. But, you will still turn out to be narcissistic (and that is okay).
It is okay to make mistakes but it is not okay to be body shamed. Get acquainted with Self-love sooner and wear those shorts for yourself. Do not let people tell you what to do or who you are. You are beautiful, inside and outside.
I am proud of you. It has not happened yet, but I am positive that we will do something good with our lives. Till it gets better, do it one day at a time.
Love,
Puja
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